The ‘in-between’ days.

The past few weeks my energy has been low. Both physically and creatively. This is typical for me at this time of year. We have also been going through a couple other things as well. Ideas that I had I have been hesitating on. More ruminating, more self-doubt. More in my head, less in my body. More confusion. Diffusing with my thoughts.

But this winter is different because i’ve noticed it. I know it’s temporary. I know it will pass. I know it’s okay not to feel in my highest energy and joy at all times. Something about knowing how I feel and acknowledging it makes the feelings instantly lighter. Even if i’m not sure how to describe how i’m feeling in a given moment…which used to bother me. I’m starting to call these kind of days the ‘in-between’ days or the ‘I don’t know how I’m feeling’ days. That has helped.

I can already feel the energy coming back. The possibility sneaking back in. No feeling lasts forever.

Winter has actually grown on me this year. Hibernating is perfect for creating it seems. But I think you can only hibernate for so long.

xoxo